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Tuesday, February 2, 2016

A hunt for Christmas

Christmas in Kenya is a hot one, so we Americans made an adult sized slip ‘n slide. Our British ex-pat friends provided a proper figgy pudding. My Kenyans celebrate with chicken and chips(fries). The Southern American teachers all cooked egg casseroles. However, it seemed everyone gathered to celebrate The Season with candle light and carols.

Making new traditions, ice hockey practice on Kenya’s only rink, and keeping old ones alive, baking traditional cookies, infused this Christmas with new reflections, new meaning, new intention. In fact, I had to actively seek the Christmas Spirit since the weather promoted barbecues and fireworks.



…A special thing to rediscover something so familiar. My Christmas began and ended as a Mystery, a hunt. Maybe that’s how it should be.




Friday, January 8, 2016

The Best of my America!

My American stay was packed from front to back with friends, family and my favorite things. I've heard stories from fellow expats about awkward fits in coming back to a familiar, yet changed home. Thanks to ya'll, my time home was 3 Dimensional, RICH: broad, wide and deep!

Some of the best and some of the firsts from my time home.
I miss ya'll dearly! I miss it, Texas home.

My first morning home:
What is the first thing you would DO after returning to the USA?
First morning home, lets get back in the saddle!

My first weekend:

Daddy Mack's Alma Matter! 
At his 30th college reunion, Dad remarks this is the only time he's seen the football team win.
I reveled in the 'white people dancing', small-town American Football vibe, the 'not so tribal' drumming, and the blaring speaker's celebratory serenade of "Save a horse ride a cowboy"!!

My first week:

A homey sight from the Texas Eye at the State Fair of Texas 2015!
Corny Dogs, petting zoos, butter sculptures! knife expos, acrobats and Big Tex. What a welcome home my first week back in the states. Thanks to Dear Kate!!

Dart ride! The Star's biggest fan, Steve, recaps the game:
I couldn't help but instigate Steve's comments on the Stars. I couldn't help videoing my interesting new friend too.
Something about taking Dart to a game, a 'Dallas' feeling!

The gift of a Family Christmas Tradition!

Rain and cold only makes the tree cutting sweeter... Our Mackintosh Christmas Tree hunting tradition is still alive!
My extended stay in the States and my sister's trip home for Thanksgiving afforded us a full family tree-cutting. It's been a few years since all 5 Macks participated,  wahooooo! A meaningful year's end.

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

A morning at Diamond Plaza

I made toward my usual morning stop at the tea kettle. We have chai tea banter, not water cooler chat, in a Kenyan office. I noted several of my co-workers’ heads straining out of the open window. I tried to offer salimea!, greetings, however, they were too engrossed.
I wiggled my way through the bodies and needed a few moments to gawk myself. From our 6th floor vantage point, we have a clear view of the dusty streets below. The normally terra-cotta colored patch of earth, just below our window, shone a matte maroon this morning. Lines of families, flowed into this rectangle arena. Milky white goats dotted the edges of the human line. The center of, the usually barren, pitch was inundated with trios: goat and two men. Several goats brayed. In these odd trios, one of the men restrained the goat’s legs, the other man, held the head to expose and examine the neck. Many goats were kicking and throwing their heads in a final, vain struggle. Some goats were still, maroon sand-halos encircling their heads. Even others goats were strung up on posts, having lost their fur to the process of sacrifice. The families watched the blood flow. The men’s smiles and joyfully powerful actions easily reached our window. The conclave of those sacrificing felt like a man’s club, reveling in old scotch and fine cigars. Clearly, this was a celebration! Clearly, the blood spilt was somehow linked to each man’s provision for his family. It was necessary.
Upon closer observation, I even noted a still cow in the corner. About 6 men surrounded the animal, rejoicing in the process of it’s deconstruction. So much blood from that animal. So much rejoicing!   
Now, my early morning settled. I recalled my morning run and the abnormal abundance of white goats accompanying brown boys (either Indian or Arab children). Some animals were marked with paint. Most were being encouraged to eat.
The following day, I learned bits and pieces about the Islamic sacrifice of the day before. The day of Eid-Al-Adha relives Abraham’s intended sacrifice of Ishamel (in Islam, it is understood Ishamel, aka. Ishmael, is the son born of Hajra, aka. Hagar, and Abraham. It is this son God demands to test Abraham’s devotion). This commemoration of Abraham’s faithfulness points directly toward Allah’s provision. In the Islamic tradition and for Kenyans whom gain their livelihood from animals, an unblemished goat is a mighty sacrifice. Today, the prayer is that God will fill the deficit left by the sacrificed animal.
The need to spill blood, to atone for human sins, to remind us how much we thrive on His provision...
I was reading about the nation of Israel and the first Passover recently. Families, tribes, the nation, united in this out pouring of blood. It defines them as a people, almost solidifying their nationhood. The amazing thing about the Jewish memorial of Passover, is that there is NEVER enough blood. Each year, there must be animal lives taken.

As I watched the public sacrifice of animals to Allah, the catharsis from the community is real! Performing an act of sacrifice, resetting our sight toward the Being of God, denying our human nature, takes not just Theory but Practice. The benefit of their sacrifice being so visible is it’s community building nature! Everyone participates and, by the looks of the faces, everyone involved sees God.
But oh, the blood. These families too, craved more blood!


Wild musings followed… to compare this red sand to the Blood of Christ:
But one thought resonated more deeply. The desire of the Nations to connect to God! The extreme sacrifice so many Traditions command in order to elevate mortals to the Transcendent. All kinds of peoples recognize the gap between us and God. Many different worldviews offer/give up/ sacrifice something to get ‘there’.

While that day I witnessed the rejoicing in spilling of blood, I rejoice because it was spilt. Christ’s sacrifice was enough blood to cover all peoples, all transgressions of those people, for all generations! My hunger is not for more blood to flow, but for my own body and life to be a sacrifice to my God. Maybe then I can encounter Him more intimately. 

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Meet Arnov...


A middle school camper, with little control of his limbs, he showed up full of spastic energy at camp. Immediately, we connected over his awkwardness. If I saw him in Awkward Arnov stance, I'd gallop over and be just as strange. It's proven, two awkwards make a right. 

The first day back in Nairobi after Camp ended, we opened the gate to the climbing gym and in lumbers Arnov! A bit surprised, I didn't expect him to be the climbing type.  Daily, Arnov showed at 4pm sharp, to test his lack of coordination and conquer fake rocks! The inbetween growth-spurt body didn't stop him. We warmed up together, leading stretches and chattering about the day. Then, seriously spazzy climbing would begin: jittery feet on each hold, bouncy body off wall features, slappy fingers. Stifling giggles with questions and encouragement, I adored these afternoon sessions.

One afternoon, I asked why he comes to the gym alone. Most kids come with family or friends, Arnov?
"My age-mates, close friends, like to exercise their minds, not their muscles. Besides, this year I skipped a grade in school. I don't want to be bullied or made fun of, so I come here to work on my upper body strength. I want my body to fit in with the older kids at school."



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Andrew, Camp Director, giving tips and body positioning skill to Arnov. 

Sunday, September 6, 2015

Top 7 AfricanISMS that Define Camp BlueSky





1. Lion’s Pride: Rite of passage and potentially my favorite part of camp. A quest for spiritual depth by self-examination, physical exertion and solitude. Second year campers over the age of 14 are offered the opportunity to become a member of The Pride. The quest begins at 11pm. No watches, food, drink, blankets are allowed into the wilderness.
a.       The multifaceted initiation rite requires participants to: record memory verses, compose a one page essay, build a fire from wood alone (grass/leaves strictly banned), only 2 match strikes allowed in lighting the fire, sustain a visible flame from the moment of match-strike until daybreak, run a 1Km uphill race without being passed by the pacer, compose a second essay and FINALLY, record the remaining memory  .
b.      The rite begins with ceremonial circle banning all communication. The above challenge must be completed in utter silence. A cough or grunt is grounds enough to be dismissed from the challenge. The attempters are then marched into the darkness and solitude for the remainder of the challenge.
c.       The entirety of the night, those whom are members of The Pride sit around a bonfire keeping vigilant watch and dismissing those whom have fallen short. The Pride runs together the sandy 1Km uphill to pace the initiates.
2. Tea time: Kenyan chai offered at every meal!
3.  Stalking impala: The African antelope, impala, dot the camp landscape. During one of our skill times, we practice stalking these magnificent athletes. 20, 13 year-olds and myself creep on our hands and feet. Ducking behind acacia bushes, pausing to rule the direction the wind is blowing our scent as we go. Tread barefoot. Suddenly pause as the impala’s eyes scan for threats.
4. International counsellors: The international staff hails from: Kenya, Rwanda, Uganda, Madagascar, Canada, America!
5. Summit Fires: The final evening of every session is celebrated with a giant bonfire. We march to the site of the fire to the beat of a cowhide drum, not a word spoken. War paint brands the face of each tribe member. The procession is led by 8 foot long torches. Once the procession has reached the fire, the talking ban is lifted. New counsellors kneel before the pyre to receive their camp name. Each age group approaches the glow of the flames to offer their chants before camp. Team challenges, songs and discussion are led by the leadership. The feel is ceremonial, the essence of African ritual.


6. Torch fight: The ceremonial lighting of Summit Fires begins with a torch fight. Two counsellors are chosen to fight with the 8 foot, 20 pound, kerosene soaked torches. Representing Good and Evil, the duo are adorned in tribal paint. They beat, yell, and throw fire at each other until the Good lights the Summit Fire.



7. Natural arts and crafts: we use flowers, sticks, leaves to create arts and crafts. Most of the time creating in nature itself, an act of giving beauty back to the land. This temporary art becomes a part of the landscape again.

Friday, August 21, 2015

The Flying Squirrel

At Camp BlueSky, I had the privilege of assisting in all parts of camp life. Naturally, when the time allowed, I found myself a part of the ropes course life.

Check out my time below spent on the Flying Squirrel.
A participant is harnessed into a rope and runs full speed toward a cliff. The team mates are attached to the same rope. As the single participant runs toward the gulch, the teammates run the opposite direction sending the single flying up the element toward the sky.

Do you like trusting your teammates to lift you to new heights, to help you gain a new perspective??? I sure do. Campers learned to love it too.










Sunday, July 12, 2015

Welcome to BlueSky Diamond Plaza

Now, I am in the thick of campy women's directing. Let me just say...I am made for this job. The energy, the weird, the dancing required---I am well endowed.



But more on that later.



Here is my first trip to BlueSky facilities in the city of Nairobi. Check out my new office space:) After camp, in mid August, this will be my home.